When I think Han Chinese normal human, I hurt myself.
When I think Han Chinese evil, and when I prepare for fighting, I don’t hurt myself that much.
It almost cost my life to have the faith of “if I treat others friendly, I will be treated friendly, if I treat others better, I will be treated better”. Han Chinese taught me lessons, deadly lessons. And when I went to the opposite, I started to know the real Han Chinese. They offend the kind and surrender to the offender.
That’s just my life experience.